Tonight I decided I'm going to start going to work out every night for 2 hours. So far, I've made it one day, and it's miserable. But, my new years resolution was to better myself in any and every way, so this is the start. I'm going to stick with it until at least summer, and if it's working well, I'll, of course, continue on for the rest of my natural life.
I realized now that that valentine's day post made me seem like a bitter old man. Well shit. I guess it was kinda tongue in cheek. I mean, i said Valentine's day was a tool for mass brainwashing. Who could take that shit seriously? Not me. I'm all for love if it makes you feel more complete, but I completely disagree with the idea everyone needs love to survive. And that's enough of that. In other news...
I've been trying to be more open lately. I've been told too often I'm impossible to figure out. I just want to be a consistent, boring person for once. I think life would be easier if I let myself be more normal. On the other hand, I don't really care. As a few hundred thousand wise men once said: "You only live once".
I only have 1 year and 2 months till I can legally frequent local bars. I'm so pumped. I want to be the biggest fucking bar fly ever. I want to go straight from my shitty job (or classes, depending on what my life is like in that time frame) and drink for 6 hours straight, and pick up the dirtiest skanks on the face of the planet. I wanna be like a less-ugly Bukowski with more sass. And without the news papers and novels. What it boils down to: I want to be a major drunk. Deal with it.
3 comments:
I think the working out proposal and the bar fly proposal have kind of conflicting results. I would be impressed if that works out, but then you be be a built drunk, which is weird
you are not trying to be open, ever. as a matter of fact, you trying to say that is just ridiculous. I guess i can give you the fact you don't dumb people down as much. but you're still a dick. for no reason. ever. sometimes it's funny. key word: sometimes.
i'm not saying i don't like you, but, you know, you're an asshole sometimes.
as for the script, me, you, and conor need to get together. or we should just go to coffee.
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